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Wednesday, November 30th, 2005
12:28 pm	tell me life is more than maintaining a concentration of essential ions across our cells membranes man, just a few weeks of school left. i guess the same thing will happen, as always happens when i am out of school and have time to hang out, and none of you fuckers will call me. yeah, i see how it is. vulture, if you read this, you should come pick up your knives. kurt sharpened them, but we keep using them, since they're just sitting here, and they're just going to get dull again. and i wanna see your wigwam, in a few weeks, when school's out. i feel half dead. i've had high speed internet in my apartment for, like two weeks now, and this is the first time i've posted. one-sided love is better known as obsession six years spent in doubt only left me to question finally, for my health, i left you behind little did i know what you had in mind (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, July 22nd, 2005
1:46 pm	i like camping so, i'm going camping this weekend in the adirondacks. like kramer said "it's all about the levels." everything has so much more depth to it here. the views are inspiring. indiana is so flat by comparison. the hills are hell on my car, though. i'll be back in three weeks. (from new york, not camping) school starts in two weeks after i get back. the class load: spanish inorganic chem analytical chem religions east and west sociology and molecular biology research Current Mood: relaxed (Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 20th, 2005
7:56 pm	yeah, that's me Stability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.. Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. trait snapshot: messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, likes to make fun of people, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, does not like to be alone, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||||||||| 76% Stability |||||||||||||||| 70% Orderliness |||||| 30% Altruism |||||||||||||||| 70% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76% Artistic |||||||||||||| 56% Religious |||||||||||||||| 70% Hedonism |||||||||||||| 56% Materialism |||||||||||| 43% Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||||||| 90% Work ethic |||||||||||||| 56% Self absorbed |||||||||| 36% Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||||| 83% Need to dominate |||||||||| 36% Romantic |||||||||||||| 56% Avoidant |||| 16% Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50% Wealth |||||| 30% Dependency |||||| 30% Change averse |||||| 23% Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63% Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70% Sexuality |||||||||| 36% Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 43% Physical security |||||||||||||| 56% Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||||| 77% Histrionic |||||| 30% Paranoia |||| 16% Vanity |||||||||||||||||| 76% Hypersensitivity |||||| 30% Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test personality tests by similarminds.com except for the shit about "likes to make fun of people" and "not good at saving money" (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 12th, 2005
4:53 pm	Hmmm. You Are 40% American America: You don't love it or want to leave it. But you wouldn't mind giving it an extreme make over. On the 4th of July, you'll fly a freak flag instead... And give Uncle Sam a sucker punch! How American Are You? (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 9th, 2005
9:18 pm	For Brian D. So they just did another special about the murder of Brian Deneke and the failure of the judicial system in that area to properly punish the redneck jock that murdered him. I'm glad to see that no one has let that town forget its grave mistake. It even sounded as if awareness about tolerance is still being raised there as a result of those unfortunate events. It still really sucks that a good person had to die in order to make people learn a lesson. http://www.briandeneke.org/index.html Current Mood: grim (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 8th, 2005
10:26 pm	Taboo as a Drinking Game there's nothing to do here, but get drunk and play board games with the chemistry kids. we have, thus far, turned both trivial pursuit and taboo into drinking games. however, i do get to go see niagara falls tomorrow. Current Mood: drunk (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, July 3rd, 2005
9:30 am	DRUNKEN WRESTLING man i miss drinking back home, with my own violent friends. even there though, it's not the same as it used to be. i'm drinking with chemistry kids up here, and while they are the same kind of geeks as me, they aren't my people like back home, and that's for damn sure. i think i'm still drunk from last night. Current Mood: homesick (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, July 1st, 2005
6:00 pm	i'm gonna learn to swing dance Current Mood: hyper (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:17 am	I am a nerd, but I may soon be a published nerd. So, I just got my conformation yesterday. I made a molecule that no one else has ever made before. I check the the journals and databases, and nada. I'm the first one to make this structure, and I got it to crystallize with copper. That in itself may be enough to get me published. Over the rest of my time here, I will probably be trying to get it to crystallize with a lanthanide. Then I know I will get published. Hello grad school. Current Mood: giddy (9 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
5:39 pm	time to go see what the syracuse scene has to offer (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
7:16 pm	Ooo, ooo, me too a - age you got your first kiss: 13 b - band listening to right now: Choking Victem c - crush: Kurtis Kahn d - dad's name: Lyle e - easiest person to talk to: Kurt or Sharee f - favorite bands at the moment: social distortion makes me homesick so bad g - gummy worms or bears?: all worms are kinda gummy h - hometown: FtW is where I live, work, and play, but I grew up in the big-O i - instruments: craking skulls j- junior High: norhell middle school l - longest car ride ever: Ossian to New Orleans, then to Florida m - mom's name: Kathy n - nicknames: Ness, Nessa, Messy Messy Vanessy, Vinny, Snot, the Pit Chick o - one wish: mmmm, candy.....aw, shit i just wasted it on a passing thought, didn't i? p - phobia[s]: SNAKES!!!! (made you look) q - quote: "you want a toe? I can get you a toe." r - reason to smile: love, life, and the ether i've been breathing in all day s - song you sang last: the Specials--Too Hot t - time you woke up today: 6:52, then 7:13, 7:26, 7:39, then finally 8:26 and i was late to lab u - unknown fact about you: if i told, then it wouldn't be unknown now would it? and i wouldn't have anything to put on the next silly survey. v - vegetable you hate: peas suck w - worst habit(s): breathing in chemicals x - x-rays you've had: teeth and head, at least,others i'm sure, but i don't remember the head one y - yummy food: anything that used to bleed, and chocolate z - zodiac sign: pisces Current Mood: sleepy (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, June 9th, 2005
11:47 am	Syracuse, NY they just pushed me right in; getting used to a new and better lab. i wear a white coat and goggles. lots of benzene and liquid nitrogen. this girl carolynn, we're gonna go find shows. i don't have internet in my room yet so if you really wanna chat call my cell after five. see you suckas in august (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 10th, 2005
10:27 pm	End of the Semester Lamenting school is sucking the life out of me.... my brain blew up saturday night.... i still miss everyone terribly... i've got one big project due every week for the next three weeks (and the previous two weeks) and will probably not get a chance to see anyone until about the first week of may... i may be moving into an apartment the first week of may, in which case everyone should drink with me.... (seems like a good enough excuse to me) Neat stuff I learned this semester: 1. How to make 2,4,6-trinitrotoluene aka TNT 2. How to extract DNA from cells 3. How to properly distill liquids 4. How hard I have to hit my head against a wall to move plaster Current Mood: stressed (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 31st, 2005
9:42 pm	How do I know I'm not a butterfly dreaming every night that I'm a girl? Sometimes I feel like I'm permatripping. Did I make all this up in my head? (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 8th, 2005
7:17 am	two decades... well here's to the next one, i hope (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
11:15 am	My dude can keep me happy....... I didn't know that could work. so i got this figured out.... i don't have class or work on wednesday afternoon.... if i get all my stuff that's due on wednesday and thursday done on tuesday night, than i get to spend all of wednesday afternoon with kurt.... it's like having a little weekend in the middle of the week.... entirely refreshing from my busy schedule... also, if anyone wants to get ahold of me.... wednesday afternoon is the time or saturday after six o' clock, or sunday..... you know what really sucks? having damn near ever minute of your life scheduled.... i'll be tearing my hair out by march. let's just pencil that in. Current Mood: refreshed (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 28th, 2005
7:09 am	FREEDOM I just remembered, as of Wednesday, I was officially off of probation....KICKASS! People always used to say I'd get married on a Wednesday because it's wed nes day.....um, nevermind. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 27th, 2005
10:39 am	Pooing I've Poohed twice today.... huge piles both times..... All I can say is I didn't know I had it in me........ (rim shot and thank you) In organic chem lab today, we will be will be combining cyclopentadiene with a dienophile. I feel so nerdy, but I yam what I yam. All us science nerds will be diene. (pronounced dying, that's right, it's a pun.) Current Mood: amused (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, January 23rd, 2005
4:07 pm	Back to School! Eighteen credit hours this semester..... insane. Calculus II Genetics Philosophy 312 Physics II Organic Chem II Three lab classes.... i'm going to be stressin' in two months or so...... it's cool for right now, though Current Mood: optimistic (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 30th, 2004
10:29 pm	Piercings ruined his life....... Noley, Poley, Roley Roulette, There hasn't been another like him yet, There is no shame, on that you can bet, In Noley, Poley, Roley Roulette. Keep in touch...... (Comment on this)